Signs

 How do we interpret signs? 

Something is going on today.... four leafed 🍀 clovers are my grandmother. White fluffy 🪶 feathers are my friend Kate. 

Walking to work today... 

What do you think it means? Me, I start with caution, then relax into feeling watched over. 

Both will play in my mind all day. 

I've been going down a rabbit hole last few days.... writing has got stuck on this idea of "first". In ACT it's creative hopelessness. In tikanga it's whakawhanaungatanga or powhiri if I am talking processes. So my brain is churning on this. 

Rabbit hole two: two people treated me poorly in the past. One has blocked me, the other has reached out to me. I'm well confused about why I have been blocked, and using the other to get some answers. 

Rabbit hole three: pop up book is starting to take shape. I even told my MA. But for a rough copy I am putting in too much effort and it's not a simple flap one like Spot. 

Rabbit hole four: study, new job and tron visit. If I book the ferry or not? If my car starts or not? If omicron takes over and I get stuck or not? If I get sock while away or not? 

Rabbit hole five: best one... a new word: nocebo. But I will probably post about this one soon. 

It's no wonder granny and Kate are trying to communicate with me.... keeping me to the now rather than getting lost.