Excitement and being productive

I may be getting trained up to run the carving truck. This is a secret dream of mine. There's unbridled excitement brewing. 

My work farewell is this Friday at my driving range. This is something to look forward to. I should probably get my clubs ready. 

I start psychotherapy next week. A little hesitant as it's a lot of money that I don't seem to have at the minute. The alternative is waiting 2 years until these papers sync up again. 

We are going out for dinner this Saturday and I love eating out, getting dressed up, spending time with my family, and going somewhere new. 

I am getting through my practice compass. It's harder than I thought as I looked at the demonstration video and the sample and it's soooo looooong.

I am getting through my workload, but it's tough going. I hate thinking about it. I zone out and try not to let the thoughts linger at all. I believe I am using too much energy trying to push it from my mind. Possibly this means I will be having intermittent panic attacks. 

Okay, I'm done for this evening. I am stressed now even talking about my stress.