It started yesterday as I sat and thought about stuff. A family friend passed away from a heart attack. I don't know if they had a funeral. I don't know how to grieve in this case. My mood got really low.
I started painting a new portrait. It's really therapeutic to paint, however the subjects are three, not my typical one, and they are heart breaking. MG I wish I could have turned back time and believed/chose him over RA. JB I wish I never dated. DW... Well.
How he treated me was dispicable. I wonder if MG ever thought the same. MG saw it all eventuate. Why did MG choose DW over me.
I think I will walk down to my Cafe and paint for a while there. But first of course I am going to finish my compass.... And this time I do mean finish it.
I might need to go back to my garage and look for my DSM book. I found my psychiatry books, and this will help with my diagnosis part of my assignment.
It made me mad to read about ASD.
I am trying desperately to get in contact with someone at work to do my Cultural assignment. Maybe I should go to my Kaitiaki instead. Might be a better resource than work.
Personal things:
I need to go get a new photo ID from work
Text my kaitiaki
Hand in assignment
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