Tuesday

It's D Dub birthday. That may not mean much to anyone but me. I spent some time talking with old friends yesterday because I felt funky. It was good to off load. I went to pilates and full moon walked home. 

I have had an impatient email from the note people - basically asking for me to get my a into gear.... while I really want to put my all into it, I am also faced with the consistent "oh no"s of writing notes and realizing I have either missed something out of my assignment or written something wrong... more stress waiting for the two assessments returns. This is the rest of my life I'm facing. These marks have the capability to destroy me.... and it's D Dub's birthday. The only man who has systematically hurt me over almost thirty years. An apology will never be enough.