Saturday, November 30, 2024

day 14

I woke and wished my mum a happy birthday. I did some transcribing and watched a Ben Stiller Christmas movie. I showered... weighed myself twice. Once when I got up at 97.6kg and then before shower:

I begged my daughter to come to distract, but alas no. The house i want has an open day today... right when I'm in my appointment. So I'll go tomorrow. Tonight I think I will go to the movies and watch Moana 2 by myself.
My anxiety makes me so mad sometimes. The appointment was fine. It was uneventful. I got a discount with my aa card. Why did I have to be so nuts, running to the toilet, breathing erratically. I need to go to sleep for a week just to recoup. 
I'm nearly at the mall now. I really want to be at home painting and hiding from everyone. Perhaps soon. 
I like walking at midnight 

day 37

So tired. 5hrs sleep. Dropped off son and went to police station. Went to work and worked full day. Left slightly early, cooked dinner and p...