Creative hopelessness

 I forgot my keyboard today, so it's back to tapping everything out. 

I want a new phone and I'm so close to just buying one.... a flip. Make it easier for me to study on. 

I'm into module 3 for act in practice. Steven Hayes has mentioned creative hopelessness and how there's not alot of information about it. 

He called it "flickers" and mentioned laughter as a client catches themselves before saying more of the same. This is good stuff. It's a read I enjoy doing while with clients. The almost uncomfortable laugh. 

We are watching his session with a client and I've caught 2 times the client has laughed like this (so far). Then I thought dang-it! Get back to work! 

I paint while I watch... which means I went out and bought more art stuff since I forgot everything today. Even my mind. 

I've started my third portrait. I can feel him coming through the paper. He's louder than life. I draw his lips and find myself touching my own. He is here now with me. I cant wait until I have finished him and let him leave my mind.