Quite perplexed

A family friend passed away on Tuesday. 

I have so much work to do. I am so behind and I feel so out of place.

I think I finished my first PG assignment, but need to type it up. 

I am sitting in a cafe (second for the day because they chose to change our meeting location) waiting for my next meeting to arrive. The day is hot and the ciccadas are out. So why do I want to cry?

I am sad.