Strange days

I cant quite figure out what to do. I need to close files and get prepared for my new role. My brain however is swimming with things. 

I wonder if this is how Jen felt? She used to speak of not having enough time. The busiest person I knew and always achieving. 

I wish I could have gotten to know her better, but I was semi afraid of her at the same time. I should go visit her grave. 

I dispise that word... "should". Its in the samebox as "try". Do or Do not, there is no try. 

I need a good cry I think. 

Then a priority list and a timer. 

Okay, I have to stop blogging and get on with living.