Wasting away my long weekend???

It's Sunday. 

Yesterday after Pt I played with a fantail by the river... Or perhaps it played with me. 

This morning I heard one outside the window, pulled the curtain and we spoke for a time. 

I got stuck into crocheting a blanket which I am intending on gifting as a bday present. I decided I needed more wool and I planned to go to the shop. But I was so stuck in my spot. 

I'm watching a television series. The lead guy reminds me of Dave, a person I use to know. I think it may really be effecting me. Like I might need to talk to someone about him, but that leads me to best friends.... I don't have one. I ruined what I thought was my best friendship, on purpose. Which brings me back around to previous relationships and how I have never managed to keep them... And this grandeous premise that people are replaceable. 

Food arrived.... I did manage to leave the warmth of my couch.