I need more...

I'm only a couple of sips into a coffee.... I need more. 

I told my old friend off last night. Then both my ex and old friend both apologised. I wanted more.... I called my ex best friend. 

My new phone didnt arrive yesterday as expected... then I remembered today that it was Auckland anniversary. And now my phone is in Chch being delivered to an empty house. 

I feel like Ive lost weight.... cant wait to get on the scales at work. I want to lose more..... 

My son took his laptop back, so no work last night. However I did a bit of Kete 2 and mused at how much Ive learnt. I want more..... 

I went to get another laptop from work yesterday, but nope, the IT guy didnt leave a note on a machine to take.... so no laptop means no tap tap. I had thought that with my new large phone I could replace the need of a laptop and had planned to have it yesterday just incase this situation occurred. 

Dumb. 

Controlling is now my new word. 

Random was my old word. 

They are both words that I was called by the piece of my soul thats missing.