Tuesday, February 1, 2022

No phone and panic attack

 Went to pick up my phone at 8.30am as stated to the Auckland lady when I phoned redirection. Not there. They receive post around 4.30-5pm close at 5.30pm. 

Went to pick up my phone at 5.15pm before yoga. They didn't get a delivery today. 

Work in Rolleston tomorrow. Not able to get back in time. 

I went to the Apothecary to book an appointment to fix my midnight migraines. A lady interrupted my information giving to ask for oil, then stood behind me and listen to my private health problems. I paid for some rescue remedy and walked out, to put the plastic wrap in the bin and I could hear her saying "Jesus Christ" about me. 

I'm getting anxious about work: updates about dhb forecasts, working in pods, symptoms, do and don't, etc... etc.... and I got a new job, where I'll be working in a hospital! Where everyone is more freaked. 

I went and sat in the car and had a full blown panic attack. It lasted through my meeting, then a client session. I started feeling better when I got to yoga and started feeling worse when going to aerial school (yes Ive just enrolled).... new people, post panic attack, post yoga, post work.... I'm shaking like a leaf. Literally. 

Check out these shoes!!! 





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